It is times like these that I’m left to ponder. Will it ever be enough? I really fought hard for us, but it made me learn that it’s not gonna change anything. You’ll not understand. I did and things got easier for me. I learn to let go of things that were beyond my control. I need to want to feel like I’m appreciated. It is really about time.
Living the moment.
Built on trust, love, perseverance, & respect. I think they’re the best type of relationship. You have to get to know them emotionally, because you can’t see them physically. You’d only have the connection on mail, text, phone, webcam, and chat. You’d know that they wouldn’t want you just for sex or physical companionship. You would know, they want you, flaws and everything. (Source: jennnifer-l0v3, via ereyec)
Long distance relationships.
You’re my pillar of strength. I never fully understood what it meant till now. I guess I really know how it feels to need you, yet can’t have you physically be by my side. It’s day 01, and I’m missing you like crazy already. Pls come back, please bring my sanity back to me. I need you baby.
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Why is it so tough sometimes?
sigh.
“Nobody loves me the way you do.” When was the last time you even said that to me?
Why ain’t it the same anymore? I wish I cared less.
I’m trying my best to be strong, that kind that you want me to be. But remember, i’ll always still be fragile inside.
Don’t forget to remember.
Why is it that i feel like i’m not a part of this picture anymore? It scares me, it really does. You’re so different. You never felt this different before. You don’t accept my flaws, you don’t try to make me happy anymore. Is this how being taken granted for feels like?
Ambivalence.
Nights like this.. even words can’t explain it right. It’s really sad to know that sometimes you think so little of me. How insensitive can you be? I’ve the rights to feel how I want to, I’ve the rights to that, dont I? Why don’t you see it, I’m not trying to control anything here. But it’s because of what you did, it reflects on you, on how you feel about well…stuff. See, I told you, even words can’t explain it. It’s your attitude towards the whole issue. I don’t know what to say. I hate change, I really do. Why dont you see it?
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